I expected this. Right?

i am unbelievably angry. i know something like this was gonna happen. I am worried sick and pissed at the same time. Its something i have not felt in a long long time. I have seen this happen time and time again. I try to protect them i do. I am the adult after all. I want to be their rock. They say that "no la it wont happen to me" or "I will be careful" or "i know what i am doing" and then they get hurt. All it takes is one too many drinks, one too many inhibitions let down, and they get hurt. Sure i may seem overly protective or invested at times, but i have not just heard the stories, i have seen them happen. It is beyond heart wrenching. And there is nothing i can do but be there and die a little on the inside. I love them all and i want them to be safe. I do not want them regretting any decision they make. Because i truly do care. So please for the love of god and all that is holy, be safe. Because i cannot always be there and that scares me. More than any of you know. please be alright. Please, Please be okay. I will be there if you need me. I will fly like the wind to be by your side. You only need to call.